Dear Heart,
Thank you. Thank you for beating all these years. Thank you for allowing me to live a full and wonderful life. Things started off rough for us, you were broken when I was born. The doctors told my parents that you would be problematic for me. Causing me to have a difficult life and a shorter lifespan, but you didn’t listen.
You had your own plans for us. Plans that included education and 3 post-secondary diplomas. Plans that included travelling the country and seeing the beauty that is our own back yard. Plans for me to fall in love with the most spectacular man and become his wife. Plans for me to give so much love and in return, be so loved back.
Some would argue that 41 years is not enough, and most of the time I would agree with them, but I know what we’ve been through and it’s never been easy.
The fact that you have pumped for as long as you have has always amazed me. But my darling heart, it’s time now for us to rest. We have fought a long, hard, challenging battle, and there is nothing left we need to prove.
We’re both exhausted and it’s okay for us to stop. You did your job and you did it to the best of your ability. And for that, I love you.
With sincere gratitude towards you,
Jen